Over the Water

22 Jun

Moving home is never easy and in the last two months I have moved from the west of Singapoor temporarily to the north and then further north and over the water to JB.

The difference is… amazing. Not for nothing did Malaysia adopt the slogan “Malaysia: Truly Asia”: life here in JB is simpler, friendlier and amazingly cheaper (half the cost of Sing or less!) and I believe that in other parts of the country it can be cheaper still. And, despite what inhabitants of the red dot believe, the food is tastier here.

So, so far, so good. It may be honeymoon days, and I am considering singapooreans warnings about safety as more neurotic rumblings (my home city of Manchester can be much more dangerous depending on where you venture and at what time and yes, there is crime and even killing in Sing – low underwear does not mean no underwear!).

Thousands of Words?

22 Jun

Sure, it’s been too long since I have blogged, but life during wartime got in the way and I have become a rolling stone that’s aiming to settle in JB, Malaysia.

So, if I am hundreds of words short of my usual postings, and if a picture is worth a thousand words… here are a few pictures I snapped on my iPhone in… well let’s call it Funkee Town:

Puck’s Leaving Party

29 May

NO LIMITZ – Going Om, Haji Lane, Singapoor, starts 9.30 till… . One night only. Price of Admission: your heart!

Heaven’s Door Redux

18 May

“2 Alam,” (Two Lives) is probably the most highly anticipated Malaysian movie of recent years. Two Singaporean actors, Suhaillah Salam and Aaron Aziz, take the starring roles and it centres on the life and death of Adam/Amy, a transsexual.

The subject matter courts controversy and is sure to get conservatives on both sides of the Causeway in consternation. But before more is said, let’s get one thing, err, straight… It is not a gay movie, as one lesbian blog from Malaysia has claimed.

“It’s not. To my understanding, a person who switches gender is not gay, they just feel they were born in the wrong body,” Salam told me.

“There are no gay people in it. I was the only sex change character in it,” she added. Salam has already had a very varied career: starting as a presenter on the “M” magazine show on Suria in 1999, a role in the “Mr Kiasu” Channel 5 TV sit-com, three years as a VJ for MTV’s “Boom” and the romantic lead in the hugely popular “Cinta Bollywood” series for two seasons (alongside Aziz) for Suria.

In “2Alam,” her career makes another major shift. She plays Adam/Amy and Aziz is Haji Ishaq, an Ustad or Muslim religious teacher, who was Adam/Amy’s childhood friend. For Aziz, the movie also marks a dramatic change and fans (and as he is the current “hot” Malay actor, there currently are so many) will be surprised that he has been cast against his recent comedy or “bad boy” roles.

“2 Alam” is the story of Adam bin Zainal, who goes to the UK, has a sex change and becomes Amy. She marries a British guy, is eventually dumped and returns to Malaysia where she becomes a successful female entertainer and enjoys a wild life of partying. When her secret previous identity becomes public, her life unravels, she cracks up and commits suicide. Her body is brought back to her village for a midnight burial, but while the pre-funeral Islamic rites are taking place, unusual incidents begin to happen and another world may be revealed…

Aaron Aziz as Haji Ishaq conducts the funeral rites for Amy/ Adam (Suhaillah Salam).

Given the high life Amy leads in the story, there are numerous sex scenes in the film, including an open air “gang-bang.” Salam assured me that she wore a body suit and there was no skin on skin contact for any of these scenes. “We cheat in so many, many ways,” she said.

The camera does lie you know but this modesty from the actors and film-makers may not be so apparent. Some viewers and non-viewing observers on both sides of the Causeway will certainly be scandalized.

Two trailers for the movie have been circulating and they seem to promise very different things. One focuses on the pre-funeral processes while, a harder core preview shows Amy flashing back through the highs and lows of her life as she breaks down. In the latter trailer, Salam, as the tragic transsexual, demonstrates a range of extreme emotions. When I saw them, the two trailers teased and left many questions about the story unanswered.

Meanwhile, Malaysian rock legends Ramli Sarip and Amy Search provide haunting, husky vocals on the soundtrack. The presence of these songs alone will guarantee some prominence for the film.

The number two seems to be a recurrent motif in the movie’s genesis: two directors were at the helm, Ed Zarith and Hairie Othman.

The producer, Datuk Dr Che Rozmey Che Din has been saying that “2 Alam” will bring back the golden era of the Malay film industry. He is also predicting that it will be the first Malay movie to gross RM12 million at the box-office. The highest grossing Malaysian film so far was the comedy “Adnan Sempit,” which brought in RM7.8m.

Rozmey is the founder of Herba Prima Marketing Sdn Bhd, a company specializing in health products. “2 Alam” is his first venture into film production. He believes that movie-goers will want to see the film more than once.

To this observer, it appears that brave people have been involved in “2 Alam.” They could so easily have taken the Jack Neo route of low-brow farce or given the region another cheap budget action movie. Instead they have chosen a sensitive subject that exposes the life of a transsexual who forgets her roots and her culture. Though only previews and a press kit have been available until the first screening, it supposedly is a moral tale yet does not set out to be a religious film. I wait to see how well they have fared but based on what I have gleaned so far, I feel I and you, dear reader, will not be disappointed by the acting, the cinematography or the music.

Rozmey and his team are pushing the packet of what may be acceptable to kampong dwellers, heartlanders and traditionalists. They are opening the doors on aspects of life (and death) that are usually locked away or bowdlerized. In this they are daring to face criticism, but they may also be widening the area of public discourse.

At the last check, the film was due to go on general release in Malaysia on 27th May. Though it was previously due to open first in eight cinemas in Singapore on the 28th April, at the time of writing this piece, no date had been confirmed for screenings in the Republic.

• You can watch the trailers for “2 Alam” on YouTube and Facebook by keying in “2 Alam”. The movie’s theme songs “Andai Ku Tahu” performed by Ramli Sarip and “Salam Terakhir” by Amy Search are also on YouTube.

Knocking on Heaven’s Door

1 Apr

Knocking on Heaven’s Door

“2 Alam,” the latest movie with Shaillah Salam and Aaron Aziz wil rattle some doors and give censors a hard time.

Suhaillah is magnificent in the range of extreme emotions she displays as a tragic transexual. Watch for it in Singapore late in April (hope it has sub-titles by then).

…… cut to the march of time… it’s the 21st century and doors are opening to show real life, nothing can be hidden or supressed anymore. The paradigm shift can no longer be held back and the new, true world is here if only we choose it and dare to enter……….

Brave people have been involved in “2 Alam.” They are pushing the packet, smashing glass walls and daring to face criticism from second hand people. Though this might be the time for the end of all songs, meanwhile Ramli Sarip and Amy Search provide haunting, husky vocals on the soundtrack.

Look out for the hard core trailer showing Suhaillah’s flashbacks of her life as she breaks down.

Dear reader, you heard it here first … on the qt and strictly hush hush…

Reporting: PU-ck – from the front lines.

Ill Will & Mental Cultivation

8 Mar

Guest blogger Piya Tan is back to discuss Ill Will & Mental Cultivation. Read on…

We often think of ill will (vyaapaada) [Note 1] as shown towards another person, but as stated in the (Nîvara.na Bojjha.nga) Sutta (S 46.52), ill will can arise internally as self-hate towards our own selves, or externally towards others [Note 2].

Self-hate often arises in us as a result of guilt. The feeling of guilt is likely to be common if we believe in “sin” or a God-idea, or where family upbringing or religious indoctrination has been rather stern and lacking real love and communication [Note 3]. Guilt and sin are negative emotions imposed upon us by some higher authority through some kind of dogmatic belief in a supreme being.

Fear, or better, guiltless fear, on the other hand, is a natural response to what brings us pain and suffering, or what is not conducive to our personal or spiritual development [Note 4]. When we accidentally touch a host stove and get burnt, we will be careful not to touch it again, but it is senseless to feel guilty about it.

But stoves have no feelings, you might retort. For, when we hurt others, we hurt their feelings. The point is that we are not really in control of other people’s feelings. We are wrong and unethical only when we purposely or foolishly hurt their feelings. Of course, we need to tell truthful and useful things at the right time, too, so that these are beneficial to others.

Guilt and self-hate can also arise where we have had strong family ties, but feel that we have failed to fulfill certain duties or obligations. Unconsciously, we carry this burden of the past around with us, affecting the quality of our lives, and of those near and those dear to us. As a result of all this, we keep blaming ourselves, even hating ourselves to the extent to feeling that we should be punished, or do not deserve to be happy. If we are such as person, we are unlikely to be able to enjoy our meditation due to self-hate.

Brahmavamso, in his Mindfulness, Bliss, and Beyond relates such a case. One of the western nuns told him that she went very deep into meditation, almost to the point of dhyana. But it stopped right there because she felt she did not deserve that happiness! I have a few meditation students who tell me the same thing the feeling that they do not deserve to be happy. The hindrance here is obviously ill will [Note 5].

Self-hate can also arise in us if we have been abused or violated, especially at a young age. We might feel that our body is impure as a result, or unworthy of love from others. In some cases, any suggestion of bodily pleasure could trigger this repressed painful memory, arousing fear and hate in us. Or, we could be violently angry at the perpetrator, and at ourselves for being helpless or doing nothing at that time. The important thing to remember here is that all this is past and gone. They are only memories, how we perceive things. We should let go of our persistent “victim” role [Note 6]. We begin by accepting ourselves just as we are.

Piya Tan ©2010 rev

[Note 1]: This is the second of the 5 hindrances to mental concentration: see SD 32.5.
[Note 2]: S 46.52/5:110 = SD 62.6. See SD 32.5 (2.1).
[Note 3]: On fear, see Thîna,middha = SD 32.6 (3.4.3).
[Note 4]: Cf role of guilt in promoting sloth and torpor, see Thîna,middha = SD 32.6 (3.4.3).
[Note 5]: See Brahmavamso 2006: 33-35.
[Note 6]: On the “victim” role, see Self & Selves = SD 26.9 (4.1).

Tea Tales: O Superman

8 Mar

Trase Needs Space

5 Mar

Trase needs space

Love this painting: here’s Trase-1 (TR853-1) in one of his new works.

The Is This Home Truely? showcase of six Singapore urban artists’ opened last night at Fortune Cookie Projects. Below, Trase, the man himself, next to 1 other canvas.

Alongside new paintings by Trase, work by Antz, Scopeone, Slacsatu, The Killer Gerbil and Zero are on show. Zaki Razak curated the exhibition.

The show runs until March 22nd, 2010 at Fortune Cookie Projects, 39 Keppel Road, #02-04 Tanjong Pagar Distripark. Admission is free.

Making Music the Moroder Way

1 Mar

Best known for his work with Donna Summer, David Bowie and Blondie as well as the soundtracks for Midnight Express, Flashdance and Top Gun, Giorgio Moroder was a synth music pioneer.

In the 1970s and 1980s his productions were ground-breaking and he influenced New Wave, House, Techno and the Electronic music of today.

Above is a clip from a Casablanca Records promo tape for Moroder. Now aged 69, he is still composing.

Small Faces – Lazy Sunday

28 Feb

It was a sweaty Sixties Sunday with American pancakes in the partly renovated Riley hacienda…

The Small Faces made it on to the turntable (alongside Sandie, Dusty, the Kinks, p.p. et all. And in Steve Marriot and gang’s Lazy Sunday, I sensed perfection in a single. The video shows what happens when Mods go hip and take the p…

En joi.